Maybe that's true... but it isn't as if I got into these because I enjoyed it. I only became good out of necessity. If I could analyze situations, analyze people then I could hide my weaknesses.
[ As she admits those words, he'll notice that her voice seems to be trembling a slight bit. Like it's difficult to even say any of this. ]
Since I don't trust anyone, after all. I always have to pretend to be someone else, meet everyone else's expectations, because that's what they want from me, right...? Because why would anyone like someone who is weak like this...? People only like someone who's strong, someone who can support them, someone who can actually help them... That's all I'm useful for. Without any of that, I'm useless. I'm just trash.
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[ As she admits those words, he'll notice that her voice seems to be trembling a slight bit. Like it's difficult to even say any of this. ]
Since I don't trust anyone, after all. I always have to pretend to be someone else, meet everyone else's expectations, because that's what they want from me, right...? Because why would anyone like someone who is weak like this...? People only like someone who's strong, someone who can support them, someone who can actually help them... That's all I'm useful for. Without any of that, I'm useless. I'm just trash.