[Hearing that, Yuuto wishes he could cry. He drops the flashdrive into her hand and laughs quietly in the place of tears.]
I know… Isn’t it terrible of me? Something as empty and meaningless as me is going to hurt so so many people. My curse is spreading.
[Though he doesn’t know her thoughts, Yuuto isn’t ashamed to admit to jealousy in this case-]
I’m so jealous of you, Inaba. You have people waiting for you… You live a life where everything that you do and everyone you meet matters. Your life is so beautiful… I could have spent hours with you and never gotten bored. I wish you could see how precious ‘you’ are.
But ‘I’ am not like that. I have no home to go to or anyone who is waiting for me. ‘I’ am empty.
[People don’t like hearing this. So Yuuto steps back.]
… I guess that’s a lie. I finally have a world and people that I want to protect. I deserve this… but I’m so lucky too.
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I know… Isn’t it terrible of me? Something as empty and meaningless as me is going to hurt so so many people. My curse is spreading.
[Though he doesn’t know her thoughts, Yuuto isn’t ashamed to admit to jealousy in this case-]
I’m so jealous of you, Inaba. You have people waiting for you… You live a life where everything that you do and everyone you meet matters. Your life is so beautiful… I could have spent hours with you and never gotten bored. I wish you could see how precious ‘you’ are.
But ‘I’ am not like that. I have no home to go to or anyone who is waiting for me. ‘I’ am empty.
[People don’t like hearing this. So Yuuto steps back.]
… I guess that’s a lie. I finally have a world and people that I want to protect. I deserve this… but I’m so lucky too.