[Yuuto is startled when she grabs him by his collar. She’s so small compared to him, but Inaba keeps her word and she manages to be threatening with that determined aura of hers. He lifts his hand to cover hers and acknowledge the message, then remembers what he just said. Trying to connect with Inaba is hurting her. He can’t keep doing that, but he wants to-
Instead he withdraws his hands to cover his Rumor.
Yuuto smiles sadly when she steps away. It stings that she doesn’t understand it, but maybe that’s for the best. Understanding his one hundred year loneliness would be worse than this. And right now, seeing her so hurt, Yuuto can’t contemplate how something ‘worse’ would feel.]
Mm… Mm. I hate it… Ever since we watched those videos, I’ve hated it so much.
[It’s a quiet confession, since ‘hate’ doesn’t usually cross his vocabulary.]
The universe that hurt you… I want to hate it so badly. You keep getting hurt by such unfair things. I worry a lot, but… Mm. You don’t really accept that sort of thing without some sort of fight, huh..?
You’re really… really… so much.
[Yuuto sighs ‘happily’ to vent his heartache. He’s hurting and can’t stop it. The best thing to do is disappear.]
Even though I know I’m hurting you, I want to stay. I wanted to be friends… I wanted to watch you find happiness and know you would be okay.
That’s impossible now, but at least… You’ll be fine without me. I can’t see the future, but I can see it in your eyes.
[He sways from side to side to distract her, hands behind his back, but Yuuto is beginning to use his power to lift their dirty dishes and move them into the kitchen. He isn’t about to leave without cleaning up!]
The same goes for you, right? You can be whoever you want to be… I’m sorry that I’ll miss it. Take care on the way, okay?
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Instead he withdraws his hands to cover his Rumor.
Yuuto smiles sadly when she steps away. It stings that she doesn’t understand it, but maybe that’s for the best. Understanding his one hundred year loneliness would be worse than this. And right now, seeing her so hurt, Yuuto can’t contemplate how something ‘worse’ would feel.]
Mm… Mm. I hate it… Ever since we watched those videos, I’ve hated it so much.
[It’s a quiet confession, since ‘hate’ doesn’t usually cross his vocabulary.]
The universe that hurt you… I want to hate it so badly. You keep getting hurt by such unfair things. I worry a lot, but… Mm. You don’t really accept that sort of thing without some sort of fight, huh..?
You’re really… really… so much.
[Yuuto sighs ‘happily’ to vent his heartache. He’s hurting and can’t stop it. The best thing to do is disappear.]
Even though I know I’m hurting you, I want to stay. I wanted to be friends… I wanted to watch you find happiness and know you would be okay.
That’s impossible now, but at least… You’ll be fine without me. I can’t see the future, but I can see it in your eyes.
[He sways from side to side to distract her, hands behind his back, but Yuuto is beginning to use his power to lift their dirty dishes and move them into the kitchen. He isn’t about to leave without cleaning up!]
The same goes for you, right? You can be whoever you want to be… I’m sorry that I’ll miss it. Take care on the way, okay?