[There's a lot that he isn't saying, it's true. He pushes down so many thoughts and feelings, because Yuuto has never known how to deal with them. His life lasts a few weeks at a time. He can't connect with people, so why would he burden them with his emotions? He's learned that he only causes trouble when he's honest, so Yuuto smiles and ignores it. Like everyone else.
He can be empty and no one will ever notice.]
Wait!
[But when she turns to leave, Yuuto snaps. He knows that he should let her go and that he's hurting her, but he reaches out to grab her wrist and hold her in place. When he realizes what he's done, Yuuto's entire mask of smiling and ignoring it falls apart.]
W, wait... wait... please... [He lets go. He's a hypocrite. He's complaining about hurting her while he drives the knife deeper.] I don't want to go.
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He can be empty and no one will ever notice.]
Wait!
[But when she turns to leave, Yuuto snaps. He knows that he should let her go and that he's hurting her, but he reaches out to grab her wrist and hold her in place. When he realizes what he's done, Yuuto's entire mask of smiling and ignoring it falls apart.]
W, wait... wait... please... [He lets go. He's a hypocrite. He's complaining about hurting her while he drives the knife deeper.] I don't want to go.