A lot of it is true. Sure, there's some things that are off--how the real reason why she tries to put some distance between herself and others, a wall used to protect herself.
Not just because losing the people she cares about would be absolutely awful.
But because of her inherent fear--her cowardice.
She doesn't want to be betrayed.
She doesn't want to be hurt by others.
That's why she puts up that front of hers.
She has to be the 'confident Inaba Himeko'. She needs to cover up all her weaknesses. If she doesn't--who would care? She's too worthless, too weak otherwise. She's nothing.
It's why she has to keep on going in spite of herself. It's ironic, in the end--that she puts herself in a place where she holes herself to be alone and yet craves to be with people. Then again, she did this to herself. That's just the kind of person she is.
In the end...she hasn't changed enough.
She's still the scared girl who can't trust others. ]
I see.
A "friend", huh... that makes me happy.
[ There's things she isn't saying. But that's fine.
It's true that she's happy, though--someone who really sees her as a friend. ]
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A lot of it is true. Sure, there's some things that are off--how the real reason why she tries to put some distance between herself and others, a wall used to protect herself.
Not just because losing the people she cares about would be absolutely awful.
But because of her inherent fear--her cowardice.
She doesn't want to be betrayed.
She doesn't want to be hurt by others.
That's why she puts up that front of hers.
She has to be the 'confident Inaba Himeko'. She needs to cover up all her weaknesses. If she doesn't--who would care? She's too worthless, too weak otherwise. She's nothing.
It's why she has to keep on going in spite of herself. It's ironic, in the end--that she puts herself in a place where she holes herself to be alone and yet craves to be with people. Then again, she did this to herself. That's just the kind of person she is.
In the end...she hasn't changed enough.
She's still the scared girl who can't trust others. ]
I see.
A "friend", huh... that makes me happy.
[ There's things she isn't saying. But that's fine.
It's true that she's happy, though--someone who really sees her as a friend. ]