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I don't think that's a good thing

also

uh

Yuuto just texted me something concerning and just. Left the conversation. I'm worried but

I don't think I should message him back anymore now...

It isn't.

[ ...okay, but more importantly then-- ]

I can try reaching back out to him. But I don't think it's bad to message him back anyway.

I don't know.

I feel like anything I might say might make it worse.

[ A long pause... ]

That's the kind of thing I'm talking about.

You don't know until you try, though. Sometimes, it has to hurt before things can get better.

I can't do that though!

If I do that, I'll just wind up where I started!

[ Another pause. She's not entirely sure what to say... and all she can think of are those words from before. Her last conversation with his friend.

Blind hope can be cruel in itself. ]

Maybe.

But that's the risk we chose when we decided to become friends with Yumeno Yuuto. I don't want him to disappear, or forget who I am, so any time that he feels like he might slip away, I'm going to reach over to bring him back.

I know you can do the same thing. It won't be easy. But I know you can do it.

[ Something gets mulled around a bit, and finally... ]

It'll be scary, but. I might need your help anyway.

Can I borrow you for a second?

Edited 2022-12-09 12:13 (UTC)

I don't want that either.

[ She doesn't want to be alone again. That's the one thing that she's terrified of. She can't deal with it if that happens... ]

I'll give it one more try.

[ If it doesn't work out, then...

...

She doesn't know what she'll do. ]

What do you need me for?