[ For a moment, she's silent and contemplative. It's always been difficult for her to talk about things that terrified her: after all, she's lived her life trying to hide the fact that she has fears to begin with; wanting to be a badass, someone that people could consider as strong.
But she knows that she's weak.
Incredibly so.
She hates that part of herself. It's only when she lets out a breath, shutting her eyes to focus a little more and calm herself down that she finally manages: ]
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[ For a moment, she's silent and contemplative. It's always been difficult for her to talk about things that terrified her: after all, she's lived her life trying to hide the fact that she has fears to begin with; wanting to be a badass, someone that people could consider as strong.
But she knows that she's weak.
Incredibly so.
She hates that part of herself. It's only when she lets out a breath, shutting her eyes to focus a little more and calm herself down that she finally manages: ]
If I could, I would. But... I can't.