scp r2 ♥ ghost pc ( week two, sat )

[dereban]

[ Inaba is going to just. . . chill in the lobby and drink some hot chocolate because this is fine and okay, definitely. She didn't get bothered by the ghosts today, so it's clear that won't happen now either, right? ]

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[dereban]

I know.

That doesn't mean that he won't potentially do something stupid or get himself hurt.

[resortghosts]

ah...

like with the injuries from before?

[dereban]

Yeah.

I was told that they were a lot worse than he's letting on, so. He's a part of the dumbass group of people that I'm worried about. Even if he is somewhat sensible.

[resortghosts]

okay, i'll watch for that!

i can't fight at all so i hope there's nothing else like that here...

[dereban]

Thanks.

Let me know if anything happens, okay?

[resortghosts]

you got it!

[dereban]

👍👍👍

Do you want to still talk for a bit? Maybe about other things?

[resortghosts]

sure!

is there something else you want to talk about?

[dereban]

Anything that isn't mafia.

Something normal? Have you made any other games besides the ones I heard about lately?

[resortghosts]

just duel monsters!

did you get it from blue angel yet?

[dereban]

I haven't.

I'll probably ask her about it on Monday or something. After everything the Apprentice has to say.

[resortghosts]

you should do it!

oh crud i wonder if i have to transfer all my data...

[dereban]

Maybe not?

I mean, you could ask the staff for your tablet back, maybe?

[resortghosts]

it wasn't on my tablet

it was on my bitphone

;.;

[dereban]

... Ah.

You could still try asking for that, though. If it's possible.

[resortghosts]

i don't have brainwaves anymore

;o;

[dereban]

Well, that sucks.

I guess the option is to ask for a data transfer? Maybe? I don't know. I'm not familiar with future tech.

[resortghosts]

i don't know if i can get anything off them anymore...

they're linked to your brainwaves for processing

guess i'll just have to build my deck all over again

[dereban]

Doesn't hurt to try?

It's some sort of tech, right...? Maybe I could make an attempt at tinkering with it? Don't know if I'd be any good, though since it's from the future, but I've worked with computers before. If I could help in any way, I'd like to.

[resortghosts]

why do you keep saying you're not nice?

[dereban]

[ . . . man, thank god this is in text, huh? Because it makes it so much easier to just type all this out. ]

I don't trust anyone in this world. Not just here, but back home. . . at least, that was the case before. But everyone here has been so kind to me, in spite of my weaknesses, in spite of me being like this. I really don't get it.

But I also just. . . I don't see positive things in people? I only see the negative traits in people, in situations, things like that.

I'm just like that.

And that's why I don't think I'm a kind person, even if everyone has been insisting otherwise. You, the Apprentice, Arisato, Atsushi. . . and then there's Cinque, too, during the Truth or Dare, asking everyone if I'd be a good person to date and a bunch of the guys saying yes. I just. I don't get it. I don't understand why people can be so kind. Even more so in a place like this, with a situation so bleak. Maybe there's a light with what was revealed during the trial, but we might still fail? If we potentially don't execute the Barghest in the right way? If that thing somehow "survives" and possesses someone else?

Like what it's someone I care about? What if I have to see that person die, or execute them myself?

I'm honestly extremely terrified of that possibility.

Sorry, I'm rambling. But basically. These thoughts of mine. My dark nature. That's why I don't see myself as a good person.

[resortghosts]

[There's a pretty long pause as the ghost reads. And then:]

i've seen lots of people with mean thoughts

and a lot of them act on them

but you went out of your way to help me today

so even if you think i'm garbage too, it's still nice of you to do that

[dereban]

I might have horrible thoughts, but I'm not the kind of person that would ever try to hurt someone, you know? Maybe I'm just trying to emulate a friend of mine, but...

I just couldn't stand hearing the things you keep saying about yourself. Because I really get it. I do.

Since I think that I'm a useless waste of space, you know? But people still want to believe otherwise. That there's some meaning, there. And... I don't think you're garbage, even now. Just very, very strange.

[resortghosts]

heheh well you're not wrong

about me being strange

anyway i still think you're very nice!

you don't have to do any of that but you're still doing it

i don't think you're a waste of space at all