[ She can't do much. That's something she's absolutely certain about, at least.
But listening to him?
This, she can do. ]
And I get it. Hurting somebody, it—
[ It's subtle, but he'll probably notice how her voice cracks just talking about it; how guilt seems to eat at her as she squeezes his hand a little tighter.
She doesn't want to let go.
Because just thinking about it is terrifying in every right. And she hates just how weak and dependent she truly is. How she wants to cling and not be alone anymore, but feels like she has to be alone because she doesn't deserve people being close to her. Two contradictory thoughts. ]
Anyway, you're probably thinking too much. Honestly, the whole 'past life' memory crap is going to leave you with more questions than answers and you might not even get those answers if your past self doesn't remember it, either. Anyway, I think that part should either be left aside for now or. You could talk to the others about it.
But... [ She smiles at him, just a little fond. ] You really care about him a lot, don't you? Enough that you don't want to lose him. I don't think that's a bad thing. I'll support whatever decision you'll make — ah, unless it's really stupid, then I'll have to intervene.
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[ She can't do much. That's something she's absolutely certain about, at least.
But listening to him?
This, she can do. ]
And I get it. Hurting somebody, it—
[ It's subtle, but he'll probably notice how her voice cracks just talking about it; how guilt seems to eat at her as she squeezes his hand a little tighter.
She doesn't want to let go.
Because just thinking about it is terrifying in every right. And she hates just how weak and dependent she truly is. How she wants to cling and not be alone anymore, but feels like she has to be alone because she doesn't deserve people being close to her. Two contradictory thoughts. ]
Anyway, you're probably thinking too much. Honestly, the whole 'past life' memory crap is going to leave you with more questions than answers and you might not even get those answers if your past self doesn't remember it, either. Anyway, I think that part should either be left aside for now or. You could talk to the others about it.
But... [ She smiles at him, just a little fond. ] You really care about him a lot, don't you? Enough that you don't want to lose him. I don't think that's a bad thing. I'll support whatever decision you'll make — ah, unless it's really stupid, then I'll have to intervene.