. . . You're my only friend, Rean. I have nobody else. I have nothing else. If I freaked out about what you said, I might lose you and I just can't do that.
[ Because guess who is also clingy? ]
It's kind of why I get terrified when I fuck up and get too pushy. I'd honestly do almost anything you asked me to if it meant that I wouldn't be alone again.
Good thing only one of us is a blackmailer, huh...?
[But now, softer and more serious:]
Listen. I'm not sure if I can explain to you right now why you're important in a way you'd understand. But you are, and that's not going to change no matter how much you argue it or no matter how much you "fuck up."
We'd probably go in circles if we kept up like this and neither of us would get any sleep. Not to mention that you wouldn't want to worry Crow too much, right?
[ Since she knows he's staying with him, at least for tonight. ]
Yeah. We're fine. I don't think I have the heart to say otherwise.
...Ah, okay, yeah, he's definitely getting out of there. I probably shouldn't keep him out of his own living room for too long. Talk to you tomorrow, okay?
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[ Because guess who is also clingy? ]
It's kind of why I get terrified when I fuck up and get too pushy. I'd honestly do almost anything you asked me to if it meant that I wouldn't be alone again.
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Good thing only one of us is a blackmailer, huh...?
[But now, softer and more serious:]
Listen. I'm not sure if I can explain to you right now why you're important in a way you'd understand. But you are, and that's not going to change no matter how much you argue it or no matter how much you "fuck up."
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So, for now, at least... are we okay?
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[ Since she knows he's staying with him, at least for tonight. ]
Yeah. We're fine. I don't think I have the heart to say otherwise.
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All right. Just so long as you're sure.
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And of course I'm sure. I'm not mad at you. I never really was.
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...Ah, okay, yeah, he's definitely getting out of there. I probably shouldn't keep him out of his own living room for too long. Talk to you tomorrow, okay?
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[ Sorry, she had to get one joke in before she hung up for the night. ]
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[He's laughing even as he says that, though. He's clearly not mad.]
Night.