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[dereban]

...I'm used to keeping myself calm externally. It's easier to calm myself down when I have one of my senses cut off.

[spacialeyes]

Really..? I think I’d go crazy. But-.

[Yuuto holds himself over her, quietly looking at her face and her closed eyes.]

You can open your eyes..? If you want? I’ll try not to be embarrassing…

[dereban]

[ She opens one eye-- ]

Are you sure?

[spacialeyes]

[Yuuto is instantly reminded of one of his weaknesses: Her eyes. He moves to quietly push her hair out of the way as he leans over her.]

… Mm. It’s more than okay. Himeko- [And he leans in to kiss her again,] Sorry. Just- Once? I’m greedy…

[dereban]

Just once? You can do it more than one time, you know.

[ She answers as she opens both of her eyes, brings a hand to the side of his face. ]

It's okay. You can be as greedy as you want.

[spacialeyes]

[His breath hitches when she touches his face. Even though his heart is racing, he feels strangely calmed when looking at her like this.]

… I might wake up? If I kiss you too much..?

[Yet here he is, trying to take a second kiss.]

It feels like a dream.

[dereban]

It's not, though. I promise.

[spacialeyes]

You’d say that in my dreams too.

[Yuuto let’s his greed guide him. Next kissing her jawline and neck, while taking the chance to say things he thought needed to be kept secret.]

I thought of you so much. I kept wanting to see you again… Touching you this way feels unreal. [And while he’s being honest with his words for once, his tail loops around her leg; The usual subconscious attempt to stay anchored.] Just being in love was so greedy of me. I’ll be the one to be overwhelmed with blessings at this rate.

[dereban]

What, did you actually have dreams about me, Yuuto?

[spacialeyes]

[It occurs to him that maybe it’s weird for him to have dreams about her. Especially before, since they’ve barely been dating for a few hours. So his expression and voice become shy again when he looks down at her.]

Mm. S-Sorry… Too weird?

[dereban]

[ She shakes her head. ]

No, it's fine. It's not like I haven't... had dreams of people before. Besides- [ She looks away, a bit flustered. ] I've done stuff that's more embarrassing than just. Having dreams of other people.

[spacialeyes]

[Cute, He’s guilty of thinking when she looks away. Yuuto cups her cheek with his hand and gently tilts her face his way again. A tease his follows by getting close enough to kiss her, but not quite committing to anything more than a low whisper.]

Hmm..? Is the reality any better or..? [There’s a short hesitation before his other hand pushes her shirt up more. This time, Yuuto tries to kiss her chest properly,] I need to work harder to make you happy?

[dereban]

You don't have to work that hard.

[ She can hear her voice pitching with fluster. ]

It's warmer.

[spacialeyes]

[He repeats the kiss, this time over her heart,] Hmm. It is.

I’m all yours too. [Yuuto sits up again and gestures to her shirt, though he’s pushed it quite high up,] Are you too warm with this?

[dereban]

Wait-

[ She pouts a little bit. ]

I'll do it myself. [ She'll actually take herself out of her shirt so she can discard it onto the floor. ] But... don't stare too much.

[spacialeyes]

[Yuuto looks away as soon as she makes that request-] Ah. R-Right... I-I'll try. You're really pretty though. [not helping his case. Though so long as they're both sitting up, and he's no longer positioned over her, Yuuto's shyness is able to creep back in.] I forgot taking your shirt off would mean you were shirtless.

[Just some real A+ work going on in his brain these days.]

[dereban]

[ She's grabbing the nearest pillow and shoving it into his face. ]

What kind of stupid statement is that...!

[spacialeyes]

Uu-! [He deserved that!

Yuuto catches the pillow at least.]

I-I just mean..! I wasn’t thinking? I’m not upset, uh- I mean? So… Forget I said anything??

[dereban]

Make up for it, then.

[ She answers him with a pout. ]

[spacialeyes]

Right! Then- If you'll excuse me! [Yuuto puts a hand on the bed and leans into her, though he's more flustered than cool like he'd hope.] Looking bad, but touching is still okay?

[dereban]

Y...You can look, but just don't- don't stare too much. I'll get embarrassed. Touching is fine. I... I want you to touch me.

[spacialeyes]

I want to touch you as well..! [Yuuto closes his eyes and collects his calm, at least as much as he can, then exhales shakily. A moment later, he's putting a hand on her shoulder.] Do you want to lay down again, or..? I... [His hand slides from her shoulder to her chest,] I can touch you like this too.

[dereban]

You're like an excitable little puppy... I can lie down.

[ She moves her hand from his shoulder so she can lower herself onto the bed. ]

[spacialeyes]

Is that a bad thing..? [He follows her down, holding himself over her and focusing his gaze on her face.] I'm excited to make you happy. It's all I wanted?

[dereban]

[ She shakes her head, a soft smile slipping onto her lips. ]

It's not. It's a bit... funny, is all.