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[spacialeyes]

Eh- Oh. [He shakes his head,] Of course I’m happy right now, I-I just…

It feels strange to be so happy? I didn’t know it was possible to feel like this… Being in love is really amazing. My heart feels strange when we’re together.

[dereban]

Then...

[ She brings a hand up to the side of his face. ]

I want you to continue to feel this way. I think you deserve happiness, so if it really feels that strange, then I'll have to continue being there for you so it won't feel strange anymore. It'll just be normal.

[spacialeyes]

[If he knew that his eyes changed colour in that moment, then Yuuto would loathe himself. Because it that moment where he looks into her eyes and believes her, he still asks in the back of his mind-

Do I deserve to be happy?

His eyes change colour for a moment, but he manages to blink it away. It doesn’t matter what he deserves right now. Himeko deserves to be happy. So this can’t be wrong.]

… Mm. I trust you, Himeko. [He offers to lean in for another kiss,] Let’s be happy..?

[dereban]

[ Even if it's almost a blink and you'd miss it moment, Inaba is attentive to him. There's definitely a surprised widening of her eyes, concern expressed in her features, but she tries to relax when it fades. ]

Yeah. I'll make sure that you can be in a world where you can be happy.

[spacialeyes]

[He almost wonders why she looks worried, but the kiss helps to distract him. Yuuto stays closer this time, watching her with a new sort of expression. Even if it's subconscious, he usually doesn't let any sad emotions cross his face. There's some honest sadness as he considers her words.]

... Mm. If you're here, I'm sure I can be? I really love you, Himeko.

[dereban]

Good.

[ She can feel warmth in her chest and she leans in close. ]

And if there's anything that's crushing you... let me help you carry that weight, Yuuto. Because I love you so much as well, too.

[spacialeyes]

Ah... [He doesn't know that she's seen his eyes. He doesn't know how much he'd want to elaborate. He tries not to think about it. Nen and Shigeru know, but not because he wanted to tell them.

Also he's in the middle of trying to make Inaba feel good. Not depress or frighten her.]

... Mm. I'll tell you someday?

[dereban]

I'll wait patiently for when you want to tell me, then. For now... let's keep going?

[spacialeyes]

Himeko... Thank you. [He lowers himself on top of her, pinning her under his body when he kisses her next,] I love you.

[dereban]

Mm... you showed the same consideration for me, after all. It's only fair.

[spacialeyes]

We’re both the same, huh..? We’re…

[It takes him a moment to get the word out. Because to say it means admitting that he has a problem.]

… We were both hurting, huh? Maybe like this, we can heal a little. That’s what I wish, at least.

[dereban]

Yeah.

[ Her voice is quiet. ]

But right now... let's not think about it anymore.

[spacialeyes]

Yeah… You want a bit more before we have to leave, hm? [He tilts his head when leaning in to kiss her by her ear. Settling into the moment, Yuuto lowers his voice to a breathy whisper,] I want more too, Himeko.

[dereban]

...

[ She pouts a little bit. ]

Let me be greedy, Yuuto. Give me...more of you?

[spacialeyes]

[Yuuto kisses the shell of her ear,] Mm. I have a promise to keep.

[… Well. Not one that he necessarily needs to keep! He was going to get her in the mood, so she’d have a chance to see him get flustered. It’s not really a solid plan.

With his lips still at her ear, Yuuto slides a hand up her leg. He’s quite conscious of how she likes to be touched up high, so purposefully teases her with the possibility.]

What part do you want first, hm? I never got to listen to your heart race before, you know…

[dereban]

Um...

[ Her words trail off as she feels his fingertips on her leg, so close-- ]

S-Surprise me?

[spacialeyes]

[He releases a soft, breathy laugh at her reaction. His fingertips briefly slide across her thigh before he moves his touch to her waist, still testing for reactions.]

Hmmm? It’s seems like I’m the one getting all of you. You’re so soft, Himeko.

[dereban]

You're really close...

[ She finds herself almost squirming, letting out an elated sigh. ]

Although saying that is embarrassing, but... it feels nice.

[spacialeyes]

Really? Around here? [He traces the path from her waist down her leg, then up again,] Or I can go higher. You just have to give me one little thing in exchange.

[dereban]

More... closer to the inner thigh.

[...]

What do I have to give?

[spacialeyes]

[Even with the direct suggestion, Yuuto moves slow; Sliding his hand between her legs and then along her inner thigh. In the same quiet moment, he makes his own request;]

Don't hold back, okay? And I'll do anything that you ask, my love.

[dereban]

I wasn't planning to...

[ She sighs, shutting her eyes. ]

[spacialeyes]

Good. Then me know when to stop, hm? [Because otherwise he'll be content to chase her reactions with his touch. Moving his hand and fingers across her skin, occasionally pausing to apply some pressure into her skin- Yuuto can't help but sigh deeply, finding pleasure in how she trusts him enough to touch her this way.]

[dereban]

I... I don't want you to stop. Just don't tease me too much.

[spacialeyes]

I know. Are you in the mood now?