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[dereban]

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[dereban]

It's lonely.

[ it's a hard admission.

one that she finds herself difficult to even say aloud, even now. ]

I wouldn't have minded if you were selfish. I wouldn't have cared.

[ that's... such a cruel thing to say, isn't it? but it's the truth. she's not going to lie to him. ]

I would have been fine with that and accepted it!

[ it's only when she says those words, fraught with pain and sorrow that her eyes open again and there's tears welling up in her eyes. ]

I wouldn't have said no. Not. . . not to you. Tha's why I said I was a monster before. And I still-- [ her voice cracks, just slight. ] I still am.