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[personal profile] spacialeyes 2022-12-16 11:32 am (UTC)(link)
[He cautiously comes around the table and sits in front of her, ready to stop early if she seems uncomfortable with his approach. As much as he wants to take her hands and anchor her, Yuuto remembers how upset she's seemed about touching him lately. So instead he folds his hands in his lap and lifts his gaze to match hers.]

Because no matter how much it's hurt in the passed few months, I've never once regretted meeting you. And that's not going to change. I promise. I'm not going anywhere.
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[personal profile] spacialeyes 2022-12-16 11:49 am (UTC)(link)
And you can kick my ass on the way out.

[Yuuto lifts his pinky finger to seal a promise out of instinct, then slowly lowers it when he remembers how Inaba has felt about his touch.]

Please… Talk to me.
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[personal profile] spacialeyes 2022-12-16 12:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[Yuuto doesn’t flinch. It hurts, but not enough for a reaction. Because as painful as it is to hear, her honesty and trust in saying something takes the sting away.

He shakes his head slowly.]


I’m sorry. I didn’t realize it was off, since you said you were giving me five seconds.

[He sighs. Yuuto never wanted for this to come up, but-]

I didn’t know that I could bypass your nullification… I never tried before. I didn’t want to. And I kind of hoped that it would reject me and keep you safe. I never wanted to be able to use my power against you, Inaba.

But… I guess I also suspected it… Since you’ve never been able to hurt me by touching me either. [Another sigh. The explanation doesn’t change things:] I’m sorry for scaring you.
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[personal profile] spacialeyes 2022-12-16 12:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[He will not present his case for how nullification could have maybe killed him. Because murder isn’t going to help them right now.

But his eyes do widen for a second when she draws the comparison between his power and Wish Maker’s.]


Are you worried about them hurting you again, Inaba?
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[personal profile] spacialeyes 2022-12-16 12:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Mm. A spirit is just a soul with no body… and we know they can grant the wish of a soul wit a body, like mine.

[His tail does flick nervously. Yuuto finally drops his gaze to the tatami flooring.]

If you can get the cameras up and running, then it would be safer for you to stay here anyway, right? You would have a wider view of the city than anyone else.
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[personal profile] spacialeyes 2022-12-16 12:52 pm (UTC)(link)
I see.

[Yuuto sighs. He’s relieved to know about the cameras and that Inaba won’t be putting herself in danger. He also feels guilty. The talk of her soul only reminds him of his own uselessness.]

I have to go back to sleep tomorrow. I might not be awake for a long time… Wish Maker already got to me.

So please be careful, Inaba.
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[personal profile] spacialeyes 2022-12-16 01:04 pm (UTC)(link)
I know that you won’t… [But the ‘unnecessary’ part is why he’s still worried!

Yuuto covers his ‘Rumor’ again. It’s so easy to talk to Inaba. He could show this side of himself to her without fearing judgment. But it’s also Christmas and probably his last day with her for a long time. Rather than hide away in his despair, Yuuto wants to spend his time happy. He wants the same for Inaba.

So he slowly lowers his hand, trying to let his fears go.]


Thank you for telling me that I was hurting you, Inaba. I’ll be more careful in the future.

It makes me feel better knowing that you could tell me…
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[personal profile] spacialeyes 2022-12-16 06:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I know what you mean… At least a little bit.

[His power relies on formula manipulation, after all. Yuuto needs control and understanding of his surroundings to do that properly.]

May I… tell you something that’s been on my mind, too?
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[personal profile] spacialeyes 2022-12-16 07:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[His tail swishes nervously… but if she’s going to be brave enough to voice her feelings, then so will he.

Even if he’s ashamed of himself.]


… am I gross?
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[personal profile] spacialeyes 2022-12-16 10:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[He looks down at his hands, resisting the urge to smell his shirt and confirm that he isn't stinky. And as he's finding the words to express himself, Yuuto's belt makes his fear obvious by curling around him loosely.]

It would be 'okay' if I was. My blood is made of that goo and I'm neither human nor kami. I've been disliked for less...

[Though he knows Inaba's reactions to him aren't because of the Distortion. Yuuto sighs.]

I understand that we're... our relationship is kind of complicated... Because I got selfish. I understand why you'd be uncomfortable around me. I'm just not sure how to help. It feels like I'm hurting you sometimes...
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[personal profile] spacialeyes 2022-12-16 11:17 pm (UTC)(link)
That’s not… [Yuuto lets his voice die off. He doesn’t think it was his fault. He’s also someone who to can’t blame others or he’ll go insane.

A compromise then.]


It was our fault, I get it. And I’m sorry. I don’t want to be hurting you anymore, so…

Even if it’s small. If I hurt you, please tell me.
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[personal profile] spacialeyes 2022-12-17 12:06 am (UTC)(link)
[He slowly nods,] I can try, mm… I’m not very good at figuring out when I’m hurting anymore. But!

For you. Mm. I’ll do my best.

I don’t want to lose you again.

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