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[dereban]

. . . yeah. Keep on saying things like that.

[spacialeyes]

Is "beautiful" allowed too? [It feels weird to say these things. Not because he doesn't believe them, but because he's spent so long having to keep his thoughts a secret-ish.]] I've been holding back a lot... Is it really fine to be more honest now?

[dereban]

It's... yeah- you can be as honest as you want.

[spacialeyes]

And you won't stop teasing me?

[too much honesty.]

[dereban]

Do you want to be teased?

[spacialeyes]

I- I don't... not want to be... uh.

[He can sense that he's made a mistake.]

More importantly, um. Close your eyes?

[dereban]

[ *She will remember that. ]

Alright.

[ She closes her eyes, wondering what exactly he's up to. ]

[spacialeyes]

Thank you... [There's a brief pause where he collects himself. Then his hands are back to her shirt and pushing the fabric halfway up her chest, with his fingers shyly testing where his limits for touching her even are.] You're so warm... Are you comfortable?

[dereban]

[ He can probably feel her breathing become a little steadier as she tries to collect herself, inhaling and exhaling quietly. She nods, but then responds properly: ]

Yeah. All of this... is nice, really.

[spacialeyes]

Thank goodness... Though you're a lot calmer than I was. It's not fair. [He's teasing. Both with his words and the way he moves his hand just a bit higher,] I have to prove I'm better than chocolate somehow...

[dereban]

...I'm used to keeping myself calm externally. It's easier to calm myself down when I have one of my senses cut off.

[spacialeyes]

Really..? I think I’d go crazy. But-.

[Yuuto holds himself over her, quietly looking at her face and her closed eyes.]

You can open your eyes..? If you want? I’ll try not to be embarrassing…

[dereban]

[ She opens one eye-- ]

Are you sure?

[spacialeyes]

[Yuuto is instantly reminded of one of his weaknesses: Her eyes. He moves to quietly push her hair out of the way as he leans over her.]

… Mm. It’s more than okay. Himeko- [And he leans in to kiss her again,] Sorry. Just- Once? I’m greedy…

[dereban]

Just once? You can do it more than one time, you know.

[ She answers as she opens both of her eyes, brings a hand to the side of his face. ]

It's okay. You can be as greedy as you want.

[spacialeyes]

[His breath hitches when she touches his face. Even though his heart is racing, he feels strangely calmed when looking at her like this.]

… I might wake up? If I kiss you too much..?

[Yet here he is, trying to take a second kiss.]

It feels like a dream.

[dereban]

It's not, though. I promise.

[spacialeyes]

You’d say that in my dreams too.

[Yuuto let’s his greed guide him. Next kissing her jawline and neck, while taking the chance to say things he thought needed to be kept secret.]

I thought of you so much. I kept wanting to see you again… Touching you this way feels unreal. [And while he’s being honest with his words for once, his tail loops around her leg; The usual subconscious attempt to stay anchored.] Just being in love was so greedy of me. I’ll be the one to be overwhelmed with blessings at this rate.

[dereban]

What, did you actually have dreams about me, Yuuto?

[spacialeyes]

[It occurs to him that maybe it’s weird for him to have dreams about her. Especially before, since they’ve barely been dating for a few hours. So his expression and voice become shy again when he looks down at her.]

Mm. S-Sorry… Too weird?

[dereban]

[ She shakes her head. ]

No, it's fine. It's not like I haven't... had dreams of people before. Besides- [ She looks away, a bit flustered. ] I've done stuff that's more embarrassing than just. Having dreams of other people.

[spacialeyes]

[Cute, He’s guilty of thinking when she looks away. Yuuto cups her cheek with his hand and gently tilts her face his way again. A tease his follows by getting close enough to kiss her, but not quite committing to anything more than a low whisper.]

Hmm..? Is the reality any better or..? [There’s a short hesitation before his other hand pushes her shirt up more. This time, Yuuto tries to kiss her chest properly,] I need to work harder to make you happy?

[dereban]

You don't have to work that hard.

[ She can hear her voice pitching with fluster. ]

It's warmer.

[spacialeyes]

[He repeats the kiss, this time over her heart,] Hmm. It is.

I’m all yours too. [Yuuto sits up again and gestures to her shirt, though he’s pushed it quite high up,] Are you too warm with this?

[dereban]

Wait-

[ She pouts a little bit. ]

I'll do it myself. [ She'll actually take herself out of her shirt so she can discard it onto the floor. ] But... don't stare too much.