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Inaban

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[dereban]

Mmm...

[ ... ]

And after, I'll explain what I meant. But for now... touch me more?

[spacialeyes]

If that's what you want. [Though he is still aware, in the back of his mind, that they're using a private room in a shop. Modesty is a concern as he drags a hand across her chest. Temptation colours his eyes with a pink glow as he meets her eyes.] I'll think of only you too, okay?

[dereban]

It is- and... um. You don't have to hesitate, if that's what you want.

[spacialeyes]

I don't know what I'm supposed to want. [He says it so bluntly, without realizing how troubling is lack of identity can be.

Yuuto still struggles to understand himself outside of other peoples' perceptions.] But if it's something that you want..?

[dereban]

[ Inaba's expression softens, a worried look in her hazel brown eyes. ]

I do want it, but... I don't want to force my wants onto you if you don't know, either.

[spacialeyes]

[It still surprises him to have considerate partners now. Yuuto hesitates for only a moment as he sorts through his thoughts. Then he shyly rolls his thumb across the center of her chest to test her reaction.]

I want you to be happy... I want that the most right now. Is that allowed?

[dereban]

Ah-

[ Her cheeks tinge pink before she quietly nods her head. ]

That's fine.

[spacialeyes]

Thank you... [He notes her reaction and tenses. She's so cute when she's like this. Yuuto is focused on her expression as his hand continues to explore the dips and curves of her body.] Is this..? Any good..?

[dereban]

Yeah...

[ Her voice is breathless, nodding her head in response to his question. ]

It's good. Keep going.

[spacialeyes]

[Yuuto catches himself sighing warmly as his focus hones in more on Inaba. He's beginning to lose focus on his power as he himself dips lower to kiss her neck.]

It's not fair. You're being too cute.

[dereban]

D-Don't say that... this is all your fault, anyway.

[spacialeyes]

Is it really? [Perhaps not her intent, but Yuuto sounds happy to hear that. He relaxes enough to smile, though his expression is still shy and soft.] I'm glad to hear it... It's your fault too. How I feel, I mean.

[dereban]

Mmhm.

[ She nods, leaning in to press her forehead against his own. ]

It's... nice and warm, when I'm with you.

[spacialeyes]

[Yuuto can feel more colour gathering in his cheeks. He can't get his voice above a soft whisper.]

You too... You- should um... take responsibility... [This is the world's weakest threat. The words have barely left his lips when he leans in for another kiss.]

[dereban]

[ She isn't even allowed to say anything before he kisses her, and it's only when she breaks it that she speaks up again with a bit more of a teasing lilt: ]

Hmm? And how exactly do you want me to take responsibility, Yuuto~? Surely just kissing like this isn't enough...?

[spacialeyes]

[Yuuto pouts softly,] Auu... Y-You probably know already..?

[dereban]

[ She leans in closer to him, brushing her lips near his ear as her voice drops to a low whisper: ]

I want to hear you say it, though.

[spacialeyes]

[The sound he makes in reply in soft, less a verbal reply and more an emotional one. When he tries again, Yuuto actually forms some words,]

Love me..?

[dereban]

[ She lets out a bit of a breathy laugh when he says those two words, but it's not meant to be mean as she presses her forehead against his own, wanting to stick close. ]

Stupid... you don't have to ask for that. I already do.

[spacialeyes]

Why..? [The question slips out without him meaning to say anything. Yuuto hears himself and is ashamed. He hates that he can't think up a single reason to justify being loved back. It reminds him that Inaba deserves better.

Yuuto closes his eyes and tries to chase that thought from his mind, instead switching to:]

Touch me too..? Let's be closer..?

[dereban]

[ She brings a hand to the side of his face before she goes to tangle her fingers in his hair; being gentle as she keeps herself close. Even if he's trying to switch topics, she'll answer his question with warmth in every word she speaks: ]

. . . you've been kind, understanding and patient with me this whole time. Willing to allow me to bare myself to you instead of having something do it for me. Not many people are willing to tolerate someone like me.

[spacialeyes]

[He didn't expect for her to actually answer him. Yuuto opens his eyes again, watching her breathless as she speaks. Just being touched so gently was already enough to make his heart and mind melt, but her words are dragging him deeper. His eyes glow freely as he moves to gently caress her cheek too.]

Anyone who doesn't... i-is wrong. You're so kind and thoughtful. You're worth getting to know... at whatever pace you want. You're worth it.

[dereban]

You think so...?

[ Her voice is soft as she asks that question, sounding- not exactly doubtful of how he feels about her, but there's still skepticism there. Even though she really shouldn't be feeling this way, not when she knows there are so many people who do love her. ]

Thank you. It makes me happy... to hear that.

[spacialeyes]

[Yuuto's smile is shy and soft. It makes him happy to know she received his words, especially since he knows how hard it can be to accept love. He still struggles too.

Though a moment later, he lets out a breathy laugh.]

... Can we switch positions? I'm so overwhelmed... I might not be able to hold myself up. You're making my heart race again.

[dereban]

You're already overwhelmed by this much...?

[ She mirrors his laugh with one of her own, her smile softening as she nods in response. ]

Yeah, that's fine. Although I might not be able to hold myself back anymore if you let me do that.