I actually told Atsushi this the other day, but I wanted to let you know as well in case you haven't noticed-- as far as we're aware the room Dazai's in is the other blind spot from the cameras. So I earnestly think that he's more likely to be more honest there.
And he's definitely been showing more vulnerabilities. . .
[ She shakes her head. ] No. At least... not right now, anyway. But in any case, I'm worried. Dazai keeps giving me this look--
Like he starts to say something but then he just. He stops himself? And it's weird because it's not even about some remotely serious topic. And he even pushed me out on Saturday, too.
He's a fucking moron. He probably doesn't know anything about the Hotel because, you know, it's not like I haven't seen people get forced to become executioners before!
[ you can hear the dripping sarcasm from her voice she's so tired and is just throwing her hands up in the air ]
[She shuts her eyes a little longer than normal by now, a combination of weariness and a headache from the game proceedings, but she's powering through it. She's got people she needs to look for, after all.
It's a while after those games, but eventually, she'll come looking.]
[Saki looks quietly miserable when she locates Inaba, but she does it anyway - not that there are really that many places to hide out here to begin with.]
Week 1, Saturday
What a horrible day.]
Oh... Inaba, there you are. Is now a good time?
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[ She glances around and goes-- ]
Okay, but I need to go to the bathroom.
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[Completely casual.]
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week 1; tuesday post-meeting
Hey... Saki, can you come with me for a bit? I need a teammate for something real quick.
[ aka
the bathroom ]
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[At this point needing to hog the bathroom for privacy is hardly surprising, so she'll follow readily enough.]
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I actually told Atsushi this the other day, but I wanted to let you know as well in case you haven't noticed-- as far as we're aware the room Dazai's in is the other blind spot from the cameras. So I earnestly think that he's more likely to be more honest there.
And he's definitely been showing more vulnerabilities. . .
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This is very good information.]
...I see. I'll have to push him even more.
[Because she's been restricting her words, naturally. One does what they must to survive and all.]
Are you planning to tell everyone else as well?
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[ She shakes her head. ] No. At least... not right now, anyway. But in any case, I'm worried. Dazai keeps giving me this look--
Like he starts to say something but then he just. He stops himself? And it's weird because it's not even about some remotely serious topic. And he even pushed me out on Saturday, too.
I saw a flash of worry, but. . .
[ She doesn't know what it means. ]
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Week 1, Thursday
Oh... Inaba. I had something I wanted to talk to you about, but I was headed to the bathrooms...
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[And in they go! She'll make sure it's locked before she begins to speak, her voice quiet.]
You were right. He's helping us. He doesn't want us to kill each other.
But he knows that if we do, he'll have to execute us. He seems to want us to think of him as a villain because of that.
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He's a fucking moron. He probably doesn't know anything about the Hotel because, you know, it's not like I haven't seen people get forced to become executioners before!
[ you can hear the dripping sarcasm from her voice she's so tired and is just throwing her hands up in the air ]
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[It's clear from her tone that she finds this all extremely distasteful.]
I should have noticed it earlier... Even when I first visited him, he said he hoped I wouldn't choose to kill, but I was distracted by the situation.
[Ugh. How could she miss that?]
Plus, the way he spoke during the game yesterday... Just like us, he has to follow the rules whether he wants to or not.
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Week 1, Saturday
It's a while after those games, but eventually, she'll come looking.]
Inaba?
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. . . Hey.
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[She'll go over, crouching down to be at the same level.]
How are you? After all of that.
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[ She's not, but she can pretend. ]
You?
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Can she give Inaba a hug?]
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Week 2, Wednesday Night
Inaba...?
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[ She sees that expression on her face and it's a little worrying. ]
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[Knowing something intellectually is so very different from actually being prepared.]
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